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June: * three days have passed since she last saw him, since those faithful moments when he took off her mask and she willingly submitted to him. She shamefully recalled how, the morning after, which she'd greeted in his arms, she sneaked away from his dreamy embrace, and left to the female grounds. There she spent the following days, determined to stay at the safe distance from him as to collect her thoughts and still raging emotions. Or rather... she was too much of a coward as to face him and consequences of her acts..Yet, there was something she hadn't taken into account - that his Cosmo, the Cosmo of a Golden Saint, didn't know for such a term as 'safe distance'. She could still feel him as strongly as if he were beside her, only she wasn't sure anymore why was that. Because of his Cosmo, or because of her own mind that was constantly invoking the memories of their time together. She sighed, realizing that her leaving lost its purpose, and returned to the small hut that bore so much meaning for her, and that was now empty.*

Milo: *he was not happy. he hadn't been so for three days already, and that made him even angrier. Ok, he could understand she had changed her mind. He could not accept it, though, after all he couldn't believe she had not felt the link that had bonded them together when they laid on each other's arms. Yet if he tried really hard, he could understand her. He could understand why someone like her would want to stay away from someone like him, after all, his reputation wasn't one of the best of Sanctuary when it came to women* '' What was I thinking of? " *he let out, leaning against one of the pillars of his temple. That she wouldn't run away while he slept, making him wake up in an empty bed? That she wouldn't regret giving her maidenhead to him? That she had noticed that what they had done had been special for him too?* '' Well, why not, dammit? " *he grumbled, flaring his Cosmo to let out his frustration, tempted to brush hers, to let her feel his anger. But he stopped himself, trying to cool down his fiery temper. He wouldn't let her see his anger, he wouldn't let her see he had wanted things to be different. He was a Gold Saint, and a proud one, he wouldn't run to her like a stray puppy.

June: *the first thing she wanted to do, was to find him, talk to him, say how sorry she was for fleeing away, explain to him her fears and doubts. But with each passing minute, and then with each passing hour, her courage and determination to do so were abandoning her, melting in favour of growing self-doubt. He was not her boyfriend whom she could engage in a sweet chit-chat with. He was nothing of the kind. He was a proud Gold Saint, of the most merciless and dangerous ones. He changed women the same way she'd change handkerchiefs. And here she wanted to go to him with her stupid little story, as he wouldn't laugh right to her face the moment he saw her. If he remembered her face at all, that is. She sighed heavily, the hut's stale air beginning to cloud her mind, urging her outside. She went to the small sandy cape near the eastern training grounds, and after making sure there was no one around, she simply sprawled on the sand, seeking the comfort under the gentle rays of the autumn's sun, wishing these were his arms.*

Milo: '' Enjoying the sun, luv? '' *he let out, standing some steps from her, his shadow blocking the sun. He had watched her from a safe distance for some minutes, but decided that it was enough of watching and it was time for playing. Ok, he had said he wouldn't go to her. But that didn't mean he could not go to the same places she went to, ne? Even though he preferred big entrances, he had to admit he had enjoyed hiding his Cosmo from her and taking advantage of her relaxed attitude to reach her without her noticing. He smirked. He couldn't help liking surprises*

June: *she jumped at the sound of his voice, startled* Milo ! How did you... *she barely managed to mutter, gazing at him breathlessly. He was smirking at her with that cocky smile of his she knew all too well, that left her no doubts about the mood he was in. *You shouldn't sneak on people like that ! You scared me to death !* she said in a low voice* Unless, it was your intention in the first place...

Milo: *he crouched by her side, enjoying the sea breeze on his face* What do you think, June? *he asked, smiling impishly* '' It's not so easy to get rid of me, you know? *he added, half-teasing, half-serious, returning his gaze to the sea when noticing what he had said. He hadn't come to tell her off, he hadn't come to play hurt, or show her his anger, all he had wanted was to tease her a little bit... to see her* Nice spot you found here * he finally said, changing the subject while returning to his old self*

June: *she couldn't help but smile at his words, silently studying his profile. She was already scolding herself for her antics as he, being this close to her again, seemed anything but frightening, arrogant or distant. Sure, he was still cocky and mocking as ever, yet, having him beside her felt so right. Her eyes continued their research, from his long lashes, over the sharp line of his nose to the sensuous lips... She hastily adverted her gaze when realized what she was doing, feeling the blood run up to her cheeks.* I'm glad you came, actually. *she finally spoke, then paused for a moment* I'm glad, because If you didn't, I doubt I'd ever dare to face you again. *and she raised her eyes to meet his.*

Milo: '' Are you afraid of me, June? '' he teased, leaning closer to whisper in her ear, '' But if I am nothing but a helpless little scorpio... well, not so little '' he added with a mischievous grin, sprawling by her side, his eyes staying on hers for some seconds before returning to stare at the blue sky above them. He couldn't but wonder at how odd this moment was, a gold saint and a bronze saint laying on the sand and enjoying the sun. The assassin and the victim behaving as if they had known each other for ages. But the oddity wasn't the only thing that made him wonder. What surprised him the most was that he was actually enjoying being like that, talking to her by the sea shore, listening to the sound of the waves. But the memory of waking up in an empty bed made the full enjoyment of the situation impossible. '' Damn '' he cursed, sitting up so he wouldn't feel the warmth of her body so close to his, so his senses wouldn't cloud his mind. '' The sun is killing me '' he lied when meeting June's puzzled eyes at his reaction, a false smirk on his lips.

June: You just came and want to leave already ? *she said in a puzzled voice, raising to sit beside him* Is it because I was the first one who left back then ? *she added bitterly* I'm sorry Milo....but.. I was hoping you would understand ... *she wanted to place her hand on his shoulder, but stopped in the mid air hesitating, then decided against it. The look on his face was warning her not to touch him, and yet, she badly wanted to do so...*

Milo: *he looked into her eyes, smirking bitterly* I do understand, June *he said, wondering if he still had the right to call her by her name* I am not a good bet, am I? *he added teasingly, stroking her cheek lightly before standing up * You deserve better... or at least you don't deserve a lustful womaniser to ruin your life * he chuckled, running his hand through his hair, tempted to sit by her side once again, to hold her... to take her. He cursed inwardly at his damned instincts and at his inexistent moral, before turning his back on her, starting to walk towards the temples *June... *he said over his shoulder, stopping for a second * I know you won't believe me... but that day... it was special for me. I will never remember that day as a night stand , it was more than that... at least for me * he added, winking mischievously to hide his conflicting thoughts, his desire, starting to walk out of the beach once again.

June: *the dreaded moment has come. This was what she tried to postpone although she knew it was unavoidable. This was why she left his side that day - because what was happening now, would have happened then, had she stayed. As long as the words remained unsaid between them, she could still have some hope. Hope that he would feel for her the same way she did for him, hope that he would stay by her, hope that she would feel his loving arms around her once again. But all hopes were in vain, she realised now, lump forming in her throat while watching his retreating form. She remained sitting.* I won't buy that, Scorpio. *she said loud enough for him to hear* Either you don't understand, or you don't care. But please, please ... spare me of the 'you deserve better' line. It's too late for that. My heart doesn't belong to me anymore. So, if you want to trash it, do me a favour and do so without pathetic excuses. *and she buried her face in her hands.*

Milo: *he stopped, frowning. So it was that... He had been prepared for screams, shouts. He had been ready to hear her saying that that night had been a mistake. That she didn't want to do anything with someone like him. But he hadn't been ready for 'that'. From all things, it had to be that one... * By Athena... *he swore, rubbing his temples. What would he do now? He couldn't leave. He didn't want to leave. But love?* June... *he whispered, returning to where she was and kneeling by her side* I... *he cupped her face in his hands when she wouldn't look at him, forcing her to do so. She was so young... so beautiful, so perfect. * I will hurt you, June. When I said I was a bad bet... I meant it. But... *he remembered 'the' night, how had it felt to hold her in his arms, to sleep with her by his side. He had been honest when saying that it had been more than a night stand. That it had gone beyond lust.* I would like to see where this lead us... if you'll have me. I can't promise you anything, I... *he kissed her tears away, stroking her cheek lightly* I can't say that I love you, June *he finally whispered in her ear, refraining the urge of holding her, of feeling her body close to his* Quite a selfish bastard I am *he cursed, standing up out of a sudden *see what I meant? I am not good enough, June!

June: *she smiled bitterly through her tears. At least he was honest. He didn't love her. He never would* Don't worry Milo. I understand. No excuses, remember ? You don't need to look back, because it's not your pity that I need. Go, go...It hurts to just look at you without being able to... *she went silent again, turning her head from him. Damn, she didn't want to emotionally blackmail him into anything, and here she was doing just that.* I'll be fine, really. *she lied and tempted a faint smile to reassure him, although her heart was bleeding.*

Milo: *he looked at her, knowing that this was his chance. If he left now, he would save her the trouble of having to pick up the pieces once he were through with her, he would save her from the pain he would bring her. But he didn't leave. He crouched by her side once again, tracing the contour of her face with fingers that were meant to kill, not to love. And soon his lips were following the path his fingers had traced, kissing the tears away, finally merging with hers in a salty kiss, gentle, innocent * That night... I said I would leave if you wanted me to. I offer you that again. I want to stay with you, June, today, tomorrow, for as long as I can. I know that I don't deserve you, and that you will end up hating me... but I still want to. Will you have me?*

June: *she gently wrapped her arms around his neck, tracing her kisses from his cheeks to his lips. She paused to look him in the eyes, as if not sure whether to believe his words or not. Was he possibly serious, or it was just another of his mockeries? But this time there was no mocking smile on his lips* Will I have you ? Oh Milo, yes , yes... I want you... I need you badly.... * and she continued her kisses where they stopped.* But why... why did you want to leave me then ? Are you sure about this ? *she whispered.*

Milo: I am *he said, placing his arms around her waist, pulling her close to him* I want this. I want you. Until you get tired of me and throw me out with that nasty whip of yours *he added with a wink, kissing her forehead before staring into her hazel eyes. They were as mysterious as he remembered them to be. Slowly, he leaned closer, kissing her lips sensuously, guiding her into a long, passionate kiss* Forget about the whip, I'll take the lashes *he teased, smirking*

June: *she smiled against his lips, letting her hand stroke his cheek, then gently removed the wayward strand of violet hair that fell into his eyes* You want to try ? *she teased, then moaned when his hands closed tighter around her waist, burning the way too familiar fire within her.* Really, what would you do if I held to your words ?*she asked in a husky voice, leaning closer against him*

Milo: Getting daring, June? *he teased, his hands caressing her back, always stopping before reaching her buttocks to move back to the nape of her neck. Yet even when he was enjoying flirting with her, he wanted to feel more, to have more. 'Not until she asks' he promised himself, nibbling at her neck, feeling elated, desire slowly replacing the sense of being content that had fill him minutes ago* You can always... try... but you will have to bear with the consequences *he added, his smirk turning into a wide grin*

June: Is that a promise ?... Or a threat ? *she asked, her hands closing on the collar of his shirt. When her lips found his, she leaned backwards to lay on the send, pulling him by the collar, so he landed on top of her.* Tell me Milo... were you threatening me ? *her hands left his collar to move lower, sneaking their way under his shirt, to touch his bare skin in a feathery, enticing caress.* Am I to be afraid ? *she whispered softly, her hazy gaze riveted to his eyes.*

Milo: Always *he muttered breathlessly, resting his weight on his right arm so he wouldn't crush her, while his free hand traced the line of her neck, the curve of her shoulders, the length of her arm, to roam freely over her sides and stomach, making its way to her breasts* Always... *he repeated, his lips merging with hers in a passionate kiss, sucking at her lower lip when they had to stop to regain their breaths, to later search for her once again, to lose himself in those kisses, allowing passion, hunger and lust to rule over him*

June: *she moaned against his lips when his hand grasped her breast a little harder* Is that so ?... What are you going... to do to me ? * she murmured in between the hot kisses, letting her hands roam over his back, trailing invisible lines with her nails. She pulled him closer, urging his body to lean on her even more, enjoying the sensation his weight evoked in her, of his body pressing hard onto hers, so she could feel every curve of his flesh.*

Milo: Everything you want me to... *he replied with an impish smile before sinking against the curve of her neck, sucking at her earlobe, kissing his way to her collarbone, while his left hand made its way under her shirt, enjoying the feeling of her soft breasts at his mercy*... Everything I want to do to you* he added, his right hand caressing her thighs, resting at her buttocks*

June: Milo...stop...someone might come...*she managed to mutter between the gasps, arching her back against him, as much as his weight on top of her allowed her to. She looked into his eyes breathlessly, feeling her cheeks turning crimson under his fiery, piercing gaze * Oh gods, what are you doing to me... *she whispered.*

Milo: Afraid of getting caught, June? *he asked, smiling teasingly. But before she could complain, he silenced her with a gentle kiss on her lips, resting his index over them when he moved away. *I think we need some privacy now... * he whispered, flaring his cosmo. He couldn't but smile at the look of her eyes when he did that, staring at the golden flames that flowed around them, over them, into them* June, look into my eyes*he pleaded, cupping her face in his hands. Hazel eyes met his, trusting in him, and he leaned to kiss her, while his Cosmo melted the world around them, forcing it to take form once again. When they broke the kiss, the sun was no longer shinning over them, the sea was no longer singing its endless tune to their ears. Tall marble columns surrounded them, dark ceilings kept the sun away* Welcome to my world, luv *he grinned, helping her up*

June: *she numbly made few steps as if hypnotised, looking around the temple, perplexed by the sudden darkness and the resonating of her steps in the spacious hall. She couldn't believe her eyes. Where was she ? How did she get here all of sudden ?* What happened, Milo ?* she finally turned her gaze from the marble walls to face him. His smile was calming her somewhat, but she still couldn't get rid of the numbness that clouded her eyes. Moreover, this place was chilly and made her shiver. Once again she turned around herself, trying to register any familiar detail. But there was no such, and she shuddered. She moved backwards closer to Milo, and sighed out of relief when her shoulder found his arm.*What is this place ? *she asked him in a low voice, afraid to speak any louder here.*

Milo: This is Scorpio's Temple *he said calmly, kissing her cheek softly and placing his arm around her waist to soothe her* You got me into that uncomfortable hut, I guess now is time for me to get you into my temple... and my bed* he teased, smiling mischievously*

June: *she cast him a side glance, then moved from his side to take a better look around.* What ? This is where you live ? *she muttered amazed.* This is huge ! *she then turned around as if looking for something* But I don't see any piece of furniture here...

Milo: he chuckled, walking through the naos until reaching a curved arch at the end of the room, half-covered by a marble statue of a young man fleeing from a menacing looking scorpion* That's because battles take place at the centre of the naos, so we keep it free of furniture to avoid having obstacles that could prove... fatal *he said, leaning against the statue.* It's the same in all the twelve temples, a huge, imposing naos that has nothing to envy to the coliseum's arena... *he closed his hand around hers, leading her through the arch into a smaller room, lit by a pair of torches* and a smaller, more comfortable room, hidden from the main naos for the few... moments of peace *he purred in her ear, watching her reaction to the fire-lit, marble room, where some roman-styled cushions stood, a messy pile of books, a marble table and a plain yet large wooden bed with white linen covers over it*

June: Ohhh...Beautiful...*she whispered, standing in the arch's frame, observing everything around her, not daring to enter his quarters. Everything in here seemed so warm, so private, so ...intimate, that she couldn't help feeling like an intruder. Her silent gaze rested on the piles of old books, each obviously reread dozen times. The large bed was the next thing that called for her attention, but she quickly adverted her gaze from it, setting it on him.* Milo..I...I'm not sure if I'm supposed to be here...I mean, it isn't allowed, right ?

Milo: *he chuckled, placing his arms around her waist as he walked into the room, making her follow him* There are no rules here, this is Scorpio Temple... my temple *he added mischievously, lifting her chin to look into her eyes* And you are my guest, June. A very special one... * he cooed, kissing her softly*

June: *she closed her eyes, leaning in to the kiss he was enticing her with, accepting his soothing for the moment, but soon she broke the kiss.* I... don't know....Milo..really...*she still couldn't be easily reassured and her whole being tingled in some strange anxiety. She couldn't but feel the danger of this place, the now invisible blood these walls were soaked with, the screams of the victims who found death here. She didn't feel safe, her instincts made her whole body tense and she couldn't do a thing about it. He was the only one who could.*

Milo: *he noticed how she became tense in his arms, frowning slightly. Maybe he had been wrong in bringing her there? All he had wanted was for them to have some privacy, to be in a place better than that old hut... to share his world with her... To be able to be himself in front of her* What is it? *he asked seriously, setting his gaze on hers* We can always leave, June...*he began, tracing the contour of her face with his index* I... I am Scorpio Gold Saint, and I thought that didn't matter... but maybe this place reminds you of the blood on my hands? Because they are soaked in it... have been all my life.. and they will be... that's... *he chuckled nervously* my fate. But I shouldn't get you involved into it, we can go to the barracks or some Athena's forsaken hut... I want you, and even when a soft bed would help, I can live without it *he added mischievously in her ear*

June: *she took his hand in hers, leaning closer to him, her hazel gaze riveted to his eyes* No... Forgive me, please... I do want to stay here with you... *she then lifted his hand to her lips and gently kissed his fingers, one by one, sighing deeply as she did so. Then she intertwined her own fingers with his, watching the contrast her small white hand was making against his tanned skin* Soaked in blood you say... Yet there are no other hands I'd rather have holding me than yours, Milo... There never were. So please... just hold me... *and she lifted her eyes again to meet his.*

Milo: There's no need to ask that twice, June *he purred in her ear, kissing the back of her hand before placing his arms around her waist, pulling her close to him in a tight embrace* I am pretty addicted to holding you already *he added mischievously, leaning to kiss her passionately, wanting to show her how glad he was she had decided to stay in actions instead of words*

June: *the world begun to turn around her, as she started to lose herself in his tight embrace, in his passionate kiss that was leaving her breathless. His arms around her were so strong, so warm...she couldn't make a slightest move, not that she really wanted to.* You are ? *she asked mischievously, once she regained her breath* You know that any addiction isn't good... Especially not for a Golden Saint *she whispered, leaning closer to kiss his neck, then the sensitive spot behind his ear.* Do you plan to do something about it ? *she teased*

Milo: By Athena, of course I do *he chuckled, lowering his hands to her buttocks and squeezing them before moving to her thighs, lifting her in his arms without notice and placing her legs around his waist to stop them from falling at the sudden movement* But maybe we should get more comfortable first? *he said, not really leaving place for doubts. Careful not to drop her, he placed her on the bed, leaning over her to kiss her once again, his right hand caressing her cheek while he rested his weight on his left arm*

June: *blood feverishly ran to her cheeks, but she didn't even attempt to remove her legs from around his waist, as she helped herself up on her right elbow to seek his lips, while her left hand sneaked its way to the belt of his pants, pulling his shirt out. Her heart heavily bashed and her gaze went hazy as he helped her get rid of his shirt, revealing his imposing broad chest. She only managed to gasp against his lips when feeling his hand unbuttoning her shorts* So this is your idea of dealing with it ? *she muttered with a smirk, when his hand, passed onto the buttons of her shirt*

Milo: Nah, this is just a start *he said, kissing her neck while opening her shirt, his hands fondling her breasts eagerly* Besides, there are some addictions that have no cure... *he whispered in her ear, pressing his lower body against hers, moaning slightly when feeling her warmth* ... don't you think? '' he added in a purr, before lowering himself over her, his lips closing around her right nipple while his hands moved to caress the inside of her thighs*

June: *she closed her eyes, trying to take a hold over her senses that captured her body and gave it a will of its own. A will that she was not able to conquer anymore...The flames of torches danced wildly, their burning smell sneaking into her nostrils, sharpening her senses, illuminating their glistening skin in a warm shade of red.* Oh yes Milo.. yes... Gods... *she moaned incoherently, savouring the feeling of his warm mouth, his dancing tongue on her nipple. When his hand moved from her inner thigh to pull her shorts' fabric down, she arched her lower body up, pressing it onto his, as to give him more space to do so. *

Milo: What an eager saint you are *he teased, knowing that he was as aroused as she was, her caresses pushing him slowly to the edge. But he had promised to himself that he would wait for her to ask. So he did his best to contain himself, and returned to kiss her lips, sucking at her lower lip gently, * Do you want me, June? *he let out breathlessly against her lips, enjoying the sight of her dreamy face* Do you? *he repeated, lowering himself to kiss her neck, her breasts, taking his time to move to her flat stomach, kissing her navel* I want you... *he said, looking up at her, desire shinning in his turquoise eyes*

June: *she tentatively reached to caress his cheeks with her fingers, trailing the back of her index over his lower lip, moaning when he caught it with his mouth, closing his lips around it in a suggestive movement.* Then take me... *she let out hoarsely, her hazy, hungry gaze lost in the violet abyss of his eyes, her whole body trembling under him with anticipation.* But I'm already yours ... body and soul... Don't you know that ? *she whispered and gently run her fingers through his hair, then raised her hips to teasingly rub her pelvis against his abdomen.*

Milo: *he kissed the back of her hand before placing it against his chest, making her feel how hard his heart was bashing* And I am burning for you, June * he groaned breathlessly, her eagerness arousing him, making it impossible for him to contain himself much longer* You'll leave nothing but ashes of me... * he whispered, releasing her hand to hold her closer against him, his lips setting a trail of warm kisses on her collarbone. Without stopping his kisses, he got rid of his trousers, setting himself between her legs, making her feel how much he wanted her, his manhood prodding her entrance, teasing her, while his hands closed around her hips, stopping her from hurrying him*

June: Oh gods ! Milo.. stop... teasing me !*she gasped loudly when feeling his hot member rubbing its length against her intimacy. Her mouth went dry out of sudden, with the flashbacks of their first time together invading her mind, reviving the heat, the fever, the excitement, but also reminding her of the extent of the pain that would await her. She shuddered, but shook it off quickly, the mere look at the man above her filling her heart with joy. Her lips mouthed the words of love she didn't dare to pronounce, afraid of how he might react. Her hand moved to touch his abdomen, tracing lower and lower, till it reached his shaft to tentatively caress it with her fingertips.*

Milo: *he moaned loudly when feeling her fingers over his shaft, caressing him gingerly, pushing him faster towards the edge* June... *he managed to say, closing his eyes to shut himself to everything but the pleasure, *... I am close enough as it is as to... need encouragement... *he grunted in her ear while stopping her, suckling at her earlobe, impassioned. Knowing that he wouldn't be able to keep his control over his body for long, he guided his shaft between the folds of her intimacy, bending over her to kiss her deeply while thrusting into her, keeping her gasps of pleasure in the confinement of their locked lips*

June: *she broke the kiss, needing all the air she could get, panting heavily for breath. She had been expecting the pain, but never this ! Her soft flesh tingled as his manhood stretched it, the searing, throbbing pleasure growing with his every movement. She wrapped her legs around his waist, holding him as close to her as she could.* Milo, please stop ! ...don't move yet..please....wait for me *her trembling lips whispered against his own, as she tried to get accustomed to his size inside of her.*

Milo: *he stared into her hazy eyes and nodded faintly, leaning to kiss her neck when he complied and stopped thrusting into her, letting her get used to him while he enjoyed the feeling of being enclosed within her, burning in her warmth. His hands clutched the bed sheets tightly to keep him focussed on something else, on anything, but his mind was lost now, and all he could feel was the heat, the promised pleasure, just within his grasp. *For you... * he thought out loud against the curve of her neck as he did his best to stop the urges from his body*, *only for you...*

June: *she found herself melting at his words , the more as she hadn't been sure how he would react. Closing her eyes, she licked her lips, taking the time he was giving her to adjust her body to the ember between her legs that was pinning her, burning her, driving her crazy. Finally, she tentatively moved her hips against him, letting her body take the lead over her mind, giving in to the enticing flame of passion...*

Milo: *he caressed her cheek and kissed her gently before starting to thrust into her once again, keeping his movements slow at first, rocking her under him, to later give way to his body's urges and speeding up, thrusting into her rhythmically while his lips searched for hers, for her skin, her breasts, in an almost desperate manner, as if trying to have her fully under his power, to be the one to cause her pleasure, as much as she was the one that was pleasuring him*

June: *her loud cries and moans were resonating in the temple, following his every stroke and probably could be heard outside of temple as well, but she took no heed. All she cared about at the moment, was the searing pleasure he was casting on her, the words of passion he was raving in her ear, the love for him that was puffing up her heart ... Her whole body writhed at the rhythm he had set, meeting his every frenzied thrust, each stroke leading her higher and higher up the mountain of delight, of which the top was so close to heaven...*

Milo: *he could feel himself near the edge now, the world starting to melt around him, to disappear, his senses focussed only on the sensations she was letting him have, on the white core of pleasure that was burning for him, about to consume him. Each touch of her fingers on his back, each furrow her nails left on his skin, sent shivers of pleasure to his body, spreading towards his groin and numbing his mind* June... *he muttered breathlessly in her ear, his lips brushing her earlobe as he spoke* come for me... *he added, unable to stop a trail of moans to escape his mouth afterwards. He was so close... yet he wanted her to feel it too, to share with her that which he sought for so badly. Impassioned, he hid his face against the curve of her neck, keeping his eyes closed tightly, knowing that his resistance was about to fail him*

June: *she was gasping for air, as the pleasure was becoming almost unbearable, its intensity far exceeding those of all sensations she had grown to know in her life always so full of pain. She clutched at him tighter, desperately kissing his cheeks, his earlobe, pressing her body as hard as she could against his, melting into him.* I love you Milo ...*were the last conscious words she managed to mutter, while the maddening pleasure scuttled everything else in her mind. She clenched her teeth and feverishly closed her fingers in his hair as the convulsive spasms seized her womb, spreading along her spine toward her limbs engulfing her whole being. And then she screamed...*

Milo: *he grunted when feeling her clenching around him, the control he had imposed to himself vanishing into thin air at the sudden waves of sensations that pushed him nearer and nearer the edge. The constant strain to hold back only served to enhance the feelings that were now racking over his body. His hands steadied her trembling hips for the final thrusts, his lips seeking hers, locking on them with hunger* June... *he began to whisper against her lips when he broke the kiss to breath, but words turned into a strangled groan when the edge was no more and pleasure finally seized him, exploding into her with his last strengths*

June: *Her arms, her lips, her whole body trembled, as the last drop of strength flowed away from it, living her numb, spent, exhausted, fighting for breath. He was still deeply embedded in her, his short spasmodic strokes releasing the last traces of passion, his face buried into her hair. She languidly wrapped her arms around him, squeezing him in a week embrace, feeling her eyes moisten at the joy that was dancing in her chest. She kissed his earlobe, his cheeks, stroked his hair as if she wanted to make sure that he was real, that what happened was real, and was not just a dream...*

Milo: *he rested his head in the curve of her neck, his lips brushing her collarbone from time to time, while he enjoyed her caresses in content submission* You'll drive me crazy, June... *he muttered mischievously, breaking free from her embrace reluctantly to reach for the sheets, covering them both. He reached for her under the covers, his arms closing around her waist to keep her close to him, delighting in the warmth of their weakened bodies. Tentatively, he lifted her chin to meet her eyes, leaning closer to kiss her gently, a tender, almost chaste kiss, that he hadn't known he was capable to give* Better? *he asked, caressing her cheek*

June: Mmmm.... Much better... *she murmured meekly, snuggling as close as she could against his body, bringing her trembling, swollen lips closer to his neck, to lavish it with warm, gentle kisses. Then she let her head rest on the pillow, locking her dreamy gaze on his face, while caressing his lips with the tips of her fingers.* You know... *she hesitated for a moment,* I'm not sure if I should say this, but... you're the best thing that ever happened to me... Ever... I'm still afraid that I might suddenly wake up, and find out this was just a beautiful dream... *

Milo: *he frowned slightly at her words. He was sure she meant them, he could see it in the depths of her hazel eyes, and he couldn't but feel touched by them. She had suffered so much... and he had started that suffering, by taking from her the master that had brought her up and the island she had called her home. And yet she had still been able to redeem him from that, she had forgiven his sins. And he had done nothing to deserve that forgiveness, that love* June... *he started, lacing his fingers with hers and placing her hand over his heart. Her eyes were locked on his, as mysterious and full of secrets as ever* ... what you said... it was the best thing anyone said about me *he finally added mischievously, stroking her golden mane. She trusted him... she loved him... and he couldn't but make her happy as long as his hellish personality would allow him to. For all he had made her go through, for taking everything from her. He wouldn't betray the trust her eyes were showing him* And I really doubt this is a dream... *he kissed her deeply, tightening his hold around her* ... we wouldn't go breathless so often if it was* he muttered huskily against her lips, enjoying having her so close to him, to feel her so... fearless... of his touch*

June: *she couldn't help but smile at his words, letting her aching lips melt once again with his in a long passionate kiss, letting her hands roam tentatively over his body, exploring it shyly. Her hands travelled lower and lower, as her eyes mischievously drowned into his, teasing him.* Indeed... You must be right. *she whispered, feeling so safe in the warm confinement of his arms, that increasingly tightened their hold around her.* But what will happen now ? *she asked warily* It's already late, and I should go if I'm to make it to the Grounds by midnight...

Milo: *he grinned, enjoying her tentative caresses* And what if you don't make it to the Grounds by midnight... *he said mischievously, playing with a tress of her blonde hair* ... and... let's say... you make it by morning... *his hand left her hair to move down her sides, resting at her hip* ... very late morning... I like waking up late and this time I would like to have you right here when that happens* he lifted her chin to meet her eyes, looking at her seriously* I don't like waking up in an empty bed, June... if that's what you were planning to do, then I'll get dress and walk you to the grounds now...*

June: *she lost herself in his violet gaze, trembling a little at the serious tone of his voice. Did he really care that much should she stayed with him?* It's not that I don't want to stay with you... Gods are my witnesses I'd love nothing more than that... *she murmured, while placing her hand on his waist, adverting her gaze when feeling her cheeks burning*... It's just that....*she paused for a second, then continued in a timid whisper*... the canteen is closing at midnight... And I haven't eaten anything since yesterday morning...

Milo: *he blinked, slightly surprised by her answer* And why would you do that? *he asked, shaking his head before sitting on the bed. At her questioning look, he grinned* Hey, I can't let you starve to death... besides, I have to admit I am slightly hungry myself... though my reasons might be somewhat different... *he added mischievously, kissing her forehead* I'll be back in a sec with some provisions, my lady* he purred while getting out of the bed, reaching for his trousers before walking towards the door*

June: *she stood up, stretching herself, then walked around the room, her curious gaze stopping on the hype of books. She'd love so much to take a peek at what he was reading, but decided against it, not wanting to misuse his absence. So she sat on the bed again, leaning on her arms and titled her head backwards, relaxing completely, wandering what he was up to...*

Milo: *he returned after a few minutes with a trail heavy with almost everything he had been able to find at his rather deserted kitchen on his left hand and a bottle of wine in his right one* Hey, a meal is not complete without a good red wine *he let out defensively when meeting her teasing eyes, leaving the trail on the nigh table by the bed and crawling to her side, kissing her neck fleetingly before sitting straight and opening the bottle*

June: *she smiled brightly, and stretched over Milo's lap to reach the grapes from the tray by his side of the bed. With the cluster of berries in her hand, she sprawled on her back, resting her head on his lap...* I do love red wine... I love its smell... I love its taste... *sighing contently, she popped a grape in her mouth, then raised her hand to offer him a bite, smiling mischievously when he accepted it.* Thank you Milo... Thank you for all this... *she said meekly, locking her gaze with his*

Milo: It seems we keep thanking one another, don't we, June? *he teased, pouring the wine into two glasses * All I did, do.... *he leaned over her to kiss her fleetingly, biting her lower lip when withdrawing* ... and will do... *he added with a purr* are things I want... and I enjoy very much, so don't thank me. There's no need for that* he added seriously, handing her one of the glasses before finishing his in one gulp*

June: All right, I won't... *she looked at him teasingly, sat up straight to take a sip of her wine, then put her glass away on the table.* I keep forgetting that my person is irrelevant in your doing what you want. It just happened that your needs are in connection with me... If it wasn't me, it would be someone else.. So there's no need for me to thank you... Is that what you meant ?

Milo: *he frowned. Did she believe he was using her? How could she? After all he had told her, after what they had shared?! She was out of borders, being the one that had survived the attack to the Island, being someone that hated him, someone that would be able to see into him if things were to go too far... and still he had done everything in his power to have her nonetheless...to be with her...*he had ignored his senses and follow his instinct instead, and now she dared to say something like that? When all he had wanted to do was protect her? was to be with her?. He cursed lowly, doing his best not to snap at her, not to show her his anger* Don't be stupid, June *His best sometimes wasn't enough* If the person were irrelevant I wouldn't have seduced you from all the women in Sanctuary * he added with a smirk, pouring himself another glass of wine*

June: *she looked at him painfully, the lump forming in her throat. She couldn't help but feel hurt by the stab, although she knew his ways with words, and knew all too well what she was getting into in the first place when she opened the door of the small hut for him* I'm sorry... I love you very much... And I think I've shown you that...But I don't understand you... You said that you didn't love me, so why did you get angry at what I said ? I'm not complaining, I'm not asking anything from you... I accepted the way the things were between us... So why the anger ?

Milo: *he stood up, running his fingers through his hair* Because you can't see... you can't understand... *he muttered, pacing around the room while finishing his second glass in a matter of seconds* How can you say that you are irrelevant to me after all this? After the other night, after today, after everything we said? Damn, even if I can't love... if I don't want to love anyone, that doesn't mean that I don't care, June! *he finally let out, cursing himself for thinking she could see 'him', the one under the Scorpio cloth, under the cocky smile. In the end he had not been able to touch the wisdom that her eyes reflected... *But even if that was the case, who is worst? I am not the only one who took what he wanted * he added bitterly, angry at himself, at the possibility of her being right*

June: *she flinched. All she had wanted was for him to reassure her with some gentle words, even if he didn't really mean them, to hear that she had been important to him even if he said it as a lie. But he got angry instead and she knew no more what to do* Milo, that was just a teasing, not a reproach... I only wanted ...*she began in a whisper, but never finished, his last words crawling through her mind, their meaning crushing her.* "Who is worst" ? *she echoed his words absentmindedly, standing up to reveal her soft curves to his gaze.* Unlike you, I have no dilemma about that...*she said in a monotone voice, approaching him.* You only wanted your redemption and that's what your desire brought you. While mine... *she leaned to whisper softly in his ear* ...made a disgrace of me. There's no Saint in Sanctuary who won't point their finger at me in a scorn. *and she let out an eerie chuckle* I couldn't care less... Yet I never dreamt you'd be the first one to throw it in my face... *she tentatively reached for his hand and placed it over her left breast* ... Oh, you're so right to fear love. A heart that loves can hurt so much. And bleed so easily...

Milo: *he moved away from her, frowning* June... *he whispered, not knowing what to say. The woman standing before him, offering herself to him, wasn't the girl that had made him doubt his principles, the girl he had damned his pride for, he had wanted to protect from harm, from anything that might bring tears to those eyes once again.* You are not a disgrace... no one would think of you as such..*he finally said, knowing that if anyone but dared, he would make sure no one would do it again* it's just... that I am a Gold Saint after all, June... love is out of bounds... I can give you anything you want from me, except that... *he stepped closer, placing the bed's sheets over June's shoulder before resting his arms around her waist* Hell, I shouldn't care about you, and I already do... *he chuckled grimly in her ear*

June: *she shook her head, smiling resignedly.* You don't need to. I was the one acting childish, trying to breach out the terms we set by ourselves. I just wished to hear words of love and my emotions carried me away, but I won't allow it to happen again. *she wrapped the sheets tighter around herself, eying him curiously* ...but maybe I've hurried ? *she asked in a whisper, pointing at the sheets with her gaze * Maybe you don't want me anymore ? You surely do look disappointed ... as if you had enough of me. *she chuckled at his puzzled look* You only need to say a word and I'll leave, Milo. It never was my way to force myself to anybody... My love almost changed my way, but luckily, it's still 'almost'...

Milo: Don't be silly, June *he grinned, taking her small hand to his lips and kissing its back softly* I am not that whimsical... and of course I still want you *he released her hand to place both of his arms around her waist and pull her against him, purring sensuously in her ear* Can't you notice that....? *he met her eyes, and the mystery was still there, so many things about her that he would never be able to solve* Gods, I would have to be insane to say that I was done with you.... and I am a pretty sane gold saint* he teased with a smug smirk on his lips*

June: *she frowned a little, almost painfully, as his arms around her prevented her from quieting down the hurricane that was still raging in her soul, the turmoil his touch awakened being too strong. She took a deep breath and closed her eyes, silently leaning her head against his chest to listen to the rumble of his heart, while she wrapped her arms around his waist to steady herself.* I'll believe what you tell me, Milo... *she finally whispered* ...because I no longer dare to draw conclusions on what I notice... It was delusive once too many... *She then looked at him seriously, her eyes reflecting the flickering of her soul.* I wish you could help me... to brake away from my feelings, *she said, hesitantly bringing her lips closer to his* ...because when you're touching me, I am but their slave...

Milo: Then may you never break free... because I love touching you... *he purred lowly, his lips brushing hers as he spoke, kissing her passionately when the little control he had over himself disappeared* There's nothing to understand, nothing to draw conclusions upon...* he went on whispering in her ear, kissing her neck from time to time*... only sensations and feelings... just give in to them, and let them carry you, instead of trying to understand them and control them... then you'll be no slave, and they'll be no jail to break free from... *

June: *she savoured his kisses with her eyes closed, his whispering words crawling softly in her ears, warming her.* Oh Milo... You don't know what you're talking about... You haven't been there, while I have. I'm still there... And I'm afraid...they're too strong... they will crash me... *she raved, letting her lips roam over his shoulders and broad chest, before raising her arms to wrap them around his neck in a gentle embrace.* Gods, you make me feel so good... Oh Milo, I want you so much... *she muttered in a low voice, locking her hazy gaze with his*

Milo: No one will crush you... *he whispered huskily, tugging a rebellious blonde lock behind her ear while resting his free hand at the small of her back* because I will always be there to pick you up... You are the one that survived, and because of that, I care about you...*he kissed her earlobe, his hand leaving her hair to sneak its way under the sheet that covered her body, caressing her gently* because you are so different to the rest... so mysterious and loving and wise... *his arms locked around her waist under the sheets, caressing her back and buttocks while keeping her close to him*... and by the Goddess, I also want you... so much... *he let out breathlessly, searching for her lips once again*

June: Right now, I am everything but wise *she muttered against his lips, pressing her body harder against his, then trailed her kisses toward his neck, where her lips placed a teasing bite. Her hand reached for the sheets that were covering her body and with one swift move threw it on the bed.* See ? *she smirked at him, lustfully licking her lips* Would you call this wise ? Or mysterious ? I wouldn't... On the contrary, isn't it pretty obvious...what I want ?

Milo: Mmh, I think I can guess what that is... *he chuckled teasingly, sitting on the bed and drawing her closer by pulling of her wrist* Probably the same that I want... *he added, making her stand in front of him* We do think in the same lines, don't we?* he said when drawing a moan out of her lips for kissing her stomach gingerly, his lips returning to set a trail of kisses over her skin, brushing her nipples from time to time but denying her further attentions*

June: *she titled her head backwards, placing one hand on his shoulder, while the other gingerly stroked his long mane. His lips were driving her crazy with their teasing caresses, and soon her whole body writhed, burning for more.* You enjoy in being cruel, Milo ? *she whispered languidly, looking him in the eyes* But don't forget that's a game two can play... And I may just turn to being wise again... *she added, smirking mischievously.*

Milo: That's cheating... *he smirked, placing his arms around her waist and puling her on the bed, soon climbing over her* The time to be wise is...* he began, kissing her passionately while caressing her sides and stomach * ... long gone... * he added, moving to kiss her neck and breasts, lingering some seconds at her nipples, before moving lower, placing himself between her legs, his fingers gliding over her intimacy before keeping the trail of kisses to her navel, '' don't you think... ?'' he purred, his lips barely brushing her womanhood*

June: By Gods !!! *she let out a loud gasp, surprised by the intensity of pleasure that seized her.* Milo... what are you doing to me ? *she managed to mutter bewilderedly. Instead of answer, all she felt was the searing touch of his lips, driving her insane, disabling her to breathe, let alone talk. Loud moans were escaping her throat as she had no more control over herself ... once she gave in to the wild trance of ecstasy. Her body was now an entity of its own, and all she could do was comply to its raging needs.*

Milo: *he grinned at her reaction, enjoying the power he had now over her* I am doing what you want me to do... *he purred before gliding one of his hands over her intimacy, while he kept her legs apart with the other one. Smirking deviously, he ran his tongue slowly over her womanhood, flicking it from time to time over her hardening nub*

June: *she hissed through her clenched teeth, feeling the familiar wave approaching. Breathing heavily, she raised both hands to grasp the bed bars over her head, the thud of her heartbeat resonating in her ears, numbing her mind. She could hear her own moans and cries, she heard herself whispering something to Milo, but all so distant from her consciousness, the pleasure being the only thing she was aware of. And then the wave covered her.*

Milo: It wasn't that bad, was it? *he teased mischievously after some seconds, getting rid of the trousers he had put on in a hurry and leaning over her once again, his groin pressing against her lower body. Pleasuring her had made the fire in him burn too high as to ignore it, screaming to be satisfied* Mind if I take something in return? *he whispered against her lips, running his shaft along her intimacy before resting its tip against her entrance*

June: *she shook her head faintly, at first too absorbed in the sensations as to be able to speak. She locked her gaze with his, her eyes telling him what she felt clearer than a thousand words could.* Be my guest, Milo... *she smirked mischievously, spreading her legs to position herself better under his weight, as her lips found his in a maddening kiss* ... So, what are you waiting for ? *she breathed against his lips, tracing the feathery touches down his spine with her nails*

Milo: Such an eager saint... *he let out, thrusting into her roughly, her caresses and daring attitude increasing his already burning desire. Holding her tightly, he rolled, making her rest over him without moving out. One of his hands reached for her breasts, while the other one closed around her hips, making her follow his pace* You'll drive me mad... *he let out, lifting his head from the pillow to kiss her with the same fierce passion with which he kept moving inside of her*

June: *she feverishly rocked her body above him, her hands grasping the bed sheets by his sides, while her lips penetrated his passionately. Her long mane, soaked in sweat, spread freely over his chest, over the bed, forming a blonde curtain around their joined faces.* Oh...my luv... you have no idea just yet...* she whispered, breaking the kiss to sit straight. Slowing down her motions, she teasingly circled her pelvis over his groin. She smiled at the loud groan he let out, squeezing her muscles even harder around his shaft, hindering his thrusts to increase his pleasure, as her own was almost reaching its top*

Milo: By the Goddess... *he let out, keeping his eyes closed to focus only on the sensations she was arousing in him, his body shuddering from time to time. He was burning, so high that he didn't thought it possible, June making the flames burn even higher still, feeling her inner walls clenching around his shaft driving him closer and closer to the edge* June... I... *he muttered, his hand closing around her hair and pulling her close to him, kissing her as fiercely as he was thrusting in her, the world turning afire around him, about to melt...*

June: *she let out a small shriek as he abruptly rolled them over again, pinning her hands down to the bed, ramming into her harder and wilder. Her moans of pleasure were now coloured with the pain, but she took no heed, as it was unable to hinder the unstoppable wave that already began to seize her womb. She gasped at every shivering breath, pushing his buttocks against her, pulling him as deep as she could inside her, to feel him, to melt in him. The pressure inside of her finally exploded and she followed every spasm of pleasure with a loud cry.*

Milo: *he closed his hands tighter around her wrists when she clenched around him, groaning loudly when feeling the world finally dissolving around him, his body melting with it in a sea of sensations. With one final thrust, he released his seed inside of her, his body finally reaching the pleasure he had been seeking. Unable to utter a word, he collapsed over her, breathing heavily while the room slowly took shape around them once again* If you say you have to go or anything, I'll kill you* he teased lazily against the curve of her neck, moving out of her and resting by her side not to crush her with his weight*

June: *she smiled faintly at his words, still breathing heavily through her trembling, swollen, half parted lips. She tried to shift closer to his side, but failed brokenly, her head helplessly falling back on the pillow. Only then she realised how exhausted and sore she was.* I won't..*she muttered, turning her head to gaze at him* Even if I did, you made sure that I couldn't walk out of here, anyway *she added with a smile, lifting her trembling hand to caress his shoulder in a feathery touch*

Milo: *he grinned, pulling her gently against him, his arm resting around her in a protective gesture* Ah, so I get to keep you tonight? *he said, stroking her blonde mane. Suppressing a yawn, he nuzzled against her breasts, kissing the nipples playfully before looking up at her through half-closed eyelids* June...will I also get to keep you in the morning?* he questioned, trying to keep his voice teasing despite he could still remember well how she had left him in his sleep already*

June: *she let out a soft sigh, reaching to remove the bangs soaked with sweat that fell into his eyes.* If you doubt that I would stay, at least you now know the method to keep me in your bed* she said and languidly wrapped her arms around him, leaning in to place a kiss on his forehead, barely touching it with her lips* But if my staying gives you that much pleasure, I'll make that sacrifice for you... *she teased*

Milo: *he tried to think something witty to respond, but yawned instead, hiding his face against the curve of her neck* It seems you didn't leave me any better, June *he grinned, lifting his head from the pillow to kiss her slowly* You better don't recover your energies while I sleep, lady, I want you right here when I open my eyes* he whispered against her lips, resting his head on the pillow once again, his right hand caressing her arm softly while his left arm snaked its way around her waist. '' Not that I would be able to do much against it now *he chuckled weakly, feeling exhausted, his eyelids closing as he drowsed into sleep*

June: *she stretched her right arm to reach the sheets, then covered them both, careful not to disturb him. She snuggled up closer to his chest, smiling when feeling his arm tightened its embrace around her, making her feel warm, safe, protected and ... loved. The mere thought filled her heart with joy. Delusional it was, she knew, as these were her own feelings clouding her judgement, but there was still a slim hope that her senses hadn't tricked her. That they understood well his arms expressing what his lips refused to mouth. However, only future could bring the answer that her heart sought. As the sleep began to wrap its wings around her, surprisingly, she no longer dreaded what that answer might be...*

*the end*